BEING EMOTIONALLY STRONG.....

Being emotionally strong is the virtue of the brave. Some mistakes in my life happened cos i felt i was living life and I never really knew what's up with tomorrow. I've broken hearts and in return I was also broken(That's Karma for you) and for the sake of my future I had to make peace with those persons and ask for their forgiveness. I was  deceived, played, insulted, looked down on upon and left to date myself all alone in a relationship.

 I lost people who really loved me because I wasn't serious minded and by the time I came back for them it was too late. But I realize in life sometimes God allows us to go through some pains to enable us know what it felt like to allow other people go through such pains.
 That doesn't mean I should give up on Love. I'm at that point where I'm even scared to love again but i have no choice but encourage others to love and help them avoid the mistakes i made because whatever happens to us happened so other people can learn from.

But I realize these things happening were the products of the prayers I prayed as a young boy the night my mum gave up the ghost over 15years ago . I remember in tears I told God

 "Anyday I decide to take any step that will wreck me, may He frustrate it".

 I just prayed it not seriously but rather out of emotions little did I know that heaven heard it. Now years later the prayers have started working and now I knew God heard it.

See truth is i know somehow my partner is around somewhere and when she arrives she'll be worth the wait and I won't have to remember the pains I've been through.  Oh yes I made mistakes no doubt about that, I tried making up but no one can mend a broken glass the scars will always be there so I made peace and moved on.

Friends don't feel bad when relationship ain't working for you rather work on yourself and listen to what God is saying He knows the best for you and at times he'll make you go through some heart breaks to save you from disgrace in marriage. Keep God first. Fall in love when you're ready and not when you're lonely. Remember Jesus loves you Thank you!